This will be my last post until Sunday evening. Tonight I'll be going through the
Walk to Emmaus program. Walk to Emmaus
Nashville area's hub happens to be at my church,
Hermitage UMC, so for 72 hours I'll be a pilgrim at my church.
Up until last night I was a little indifferent about going through this (more than anything I was looking forward to a little rest and renewal) last night it hit me- an anxiety about going on a retreat that I'm not leading or have leadership in. I don't do too many of those (in fact I simply don't do those). It felt awkward. It became apparent to me that God was already at work in this weekend telling me that I have to release and let go of control- be a pilgrim and wait.
All day Carolyn, one of the secrataries and my good friend told me that she is confiscating my keys at the end of the day, David, my
Emmaus sponsor, is taking my cell phone and watch (not too hard since I don't wear a watch).
I hope it's a great weekend, and I can already tell that I am going to learn some things about myself that I need to grow through. This is turning out to be quite a lenten season.
shalom all,
stPhransus
